Beer VS Book

you got your beer, i got my book. you would be weak, i would increase knowledge. you're proud of being the hip, but i'm prouder of being xXx.

lie is the beginning of separate

be honest but hurt is 100 times better than living a lie and hiding it over and over

have you?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:

saying something and wishing you had not,
or saying nothing and wishing you had?

deep silent sigh

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= hot tea.
2. last phone call= irfan.
3. last text message= "Goodnight love".
4. last song you listened to= Nyala-Pure Saturday.
5. last time you cried= forgot.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= nope.
7. been cheated on= nope.
8. kissed someone & regretted it= nope.
9. lost someone special= everybody does.
10. been depressed= no.
11. been drunk and threw up= NO!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Black
14. Gray

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yep.
16. Fallen out of love= nope.
17. Laughed until you cried= often! BAHAHAHAHHAH
18. Met someone who changed you= yep.
19. Found out who your true friends were= absolutely!
20. Found out someone was talking about you= yep.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list (facebook)= i.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= idk.
23. How many kids do you want to have= 3.
24. Do you have any pets= a couple of turtles, named sid & nancy.
25. Do you want to change your name= nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday= webcaming & laughing with irfan (again, distance is CRAP!)
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = eat.
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for= graduate, and oh married :p
30. Your Kids would be named= Yasmine, Alexandra
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = should I say my height? LOL.
32. What are you listening to right now = Chin Up-Copeland.
33. Have you ever talked to a peson who wants to destroy your relationship = ah YEAH!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now= hm.
35. Most visited webpage= Youtube, Blogspot. i don't wanna say FaceBook haha
36. Whats your real name = Laras Sabila Putri.
37. Nicknames = Lala.
38. Relationship Status = In a relationship with Irfan Ferdian :D
39. Zodiac sign = Taurus.
40. Male or female? = Female.
41. Elementary school? = Cipinang Melayu 11 PT.
44. Hair colour = Black.
45. Long or short = Medium haha.
46. Height = (!*(!*(&@(&*#*#*(^*$^*$&**^&^& ok be serious, 155!
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = ha?
48: What do you like about yourself? = ngupil.
49. Piercings = bawaan lahir doang.
50. Tattoos = hm, nope.
51. Righty or lefty = both.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never before and i wish never will be, uhm.
53. First piercing= bayi.
54. First best friend = Della&Odi.
55. First sport you joined = bulu tangkis HAHA.
56. First vacation = forgot.
58. First pair of trainers = ha?

59. Eating = chips.
60. Drinking = mineral.
61. I'm about to = getting smarter.
62. Listening to = Copeland.
63. Waiting = The 2009 UEFA Champions League Final.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids? = yes!
65. Want to get married? = yes!
66. Career = diplomat haha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes= eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses= both.
69. Shorter or taller= taller.
70. Older or Younger = older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms= ah elah.
73. Sensitive or loud = both.
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant= hm.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = NO!
77. Drank hard liquor = NO!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = glasses.
79. Sex on first date = nope.
80. Broken someone's heart = hm.
81. Had your own heart broken = hm.
82. Been arrested = nope.
83. Turned someone down = i'm sorry.
84. Cried when someone died = sure.
85. Fallen for a friend = hm.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sure.
87. Miracles = sure.
88. Love at first sight = hm, no.
90. Santa Claus = nope.
91. Kiss on the first date = nope.
92. Angels = yep.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = NO NO NO.
95. Did you sing today? = yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = idk.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = idk.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = no.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = hm.

hold on

So this is love.. that’s a lovely thought
You have to care for it to keep it together
If you fall will you get up?
You’re stuck in a dream will you wake up?
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it?
And if it’s cold will you stay warm?
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore?
And if you fell in love…

you hold on to it

-Azure Ray

should i say that you won't care?

b oooo r i ng

Freezing hair,
cracked foot skin,
limited time,
mischievous pimples,
sweety salt,

i'd be killed as miss misery rrright now.

B OOOOO R I N G

brutally missing you

BLAME ME IF YOU WANT

errrr.....honestly i don't know how to share this feeling. ok ok make up your mind lala, i'll try.
i don't know why do i be like this. i really really don't know. or even sometimes don't wanna care.

1. i don't do make up (i have to be honest, really honest, i don't like it. or i just don't know how to wear all this stuff except compact powder, lipgloss, and eyeliner)
2. i don't wear heels (sigh...i feel weird wearing this. PEGEL dan SAKIT)
3. i don't wear sexy dress.
4. i really really envy with the girl who has shinny, silk, straight (or whatever you name it) hair.
5. i hate, i mean HATE, and H-A-T-E someone who is trying to broke someone else's relationship.
6. i still obsess to play drum. be still like forever.
7. and i hate talking monologue, it's hurt when i said something but he just keep silent. it feels like "HEY TALK TO MY HAND!"

dear irfan, this is me. if i'm not a girl in your dream, i'd let myself go.
one thing you should know that awofyu with this 7 list of my weaknesses as a girl. my bad. i'm really sorry.

7:20 am and i didn't sleep at all

i'm going mad doing this stuff for about 5 hours.
gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr